If you really knew me

If you really knew me

If you really knew me you would know that I am someone who is very nice

If you really knew me you would know that I am not very out spoken

If you really knew me you would know that I am someone who hates conflict

If you really knew me you would know that I care a lot about people

If you really knew me you would know that I have a lot of anxiety

If you really knew me you would know that I’m really close with my family

If you really knew me you would know that I have a bad knee I feel like a grandpa

If you really knew me you would know that I’m a fighter I don’t give up easily

If you really knew me you would know that school that school doesn’t come eay to me

If you really knew me you would know that I suck at English and spelling

If you really knew me you would know that I hate hurting others

If you really knew me you would know that I can’t seem to walk straight in the halls

If you really knew me you would know that I cant seem to get to school on time

If you really knew me you would know that I have always had things for tall girls

If you really knew me you would know that I like to dress nice

If you really knew me you would know that I love music

If you really knew me you would know that I love to laugh

If you really knew me you would know that I love people

If you  really knew me……….

Letter from my heart

Letter from my heart

Dear Aaron

It’s been a while since we have talked last 

and there are some things that I need to say.

Aaron you need to listen to me. You need to stop being so scared and follow what I’m trying to tell you. follow your dreams be who you want to be. Keep working on who that is exactly you’ll figure it out sooner or later. I know you’re scared and unsure of what to do but buddy don’t be so scared of the future embrace it because we don’t know what the future holds yet but whatever it is don’t worry instead be excited and love life. Because life is good life is happy make life light and enjoy the journey.

Sincerely Your heart

follow my heart

Things I would do if I was rich and able to follow my hearts biggest ambitions

Travel:

I would travel to Ireland and Scotland

I would to France and England

I would take a trip and visit Disney land, Disney world, Disney land Paris, Disney land Tokyo, Disney land, Hong Kong

I would travel to the Tahiti and Pacific islands around there!

Adventure:

I would go Sky diving

I would go bungee jumping

Cliff diving

I would swim with the sharks

I would fly a plane

Me:

I would follow my heart I would say do be so scared you never know what is going to happen if you don’t try!

I Remember

I Remember

I Remember the sand boxes

I Remember the swing sets i used to play on and that would give me splinters

I Remember the big back yards

I Remember and the time that we tryed to build a tree house

I Remember doorbell ditching

I Remember our firday late nights

I Remember playing war

I Remember when we felt like we rulled the nieghborhood

I Remember when things started to change

I Remember when i didnt feel like a kid any more

I Remember going to a new school and feeling alone

I Remember making new friends

I Remember starting to like girls

I Remember when i realized i really liked girls

I Remember starting high school and feeeling soo coooool

I Remember my first date and how big of an epic fail it was

I Remember Drivers Ed

I Remember finding the one

I Remember the Best Summer ever

I Remember Starting Senior Year

I Remember the feeling i had when i realized how close i was to going into the real world

I Remember not knowing what was coming next

I Remember

I Remember...

Shoes

Shoes

Shoes tell a story

They tell my story

No one knows who you truly are

But your shoes do

They were there threw it all

The good the bad the ugly

They protected me

shoes

Who Am I?

This here is some thing i really don't want to do

I don't want to do this because i guess I am scared

But its dumb to be scared i shouldn't care what other people think

up until this point i have felt like i could write about what ever i wanted to

mainly because i felt invisible but now that i have to share who i am

It scares me.

But in all reality this is good for me




So Here it goes



Goodbye Petey






My name is







Aaron Story

Old Music

Latley i have really enjoyed random old music

thats diffrent 

Ive really enjoyed 

The Promise By When in rome https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5HI_xFQWiYU

All out of love By Air Supply https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JWdZEumNRmI

Can't Fight This Feeling By REO Speedwagon https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpOULjyy-n8

A Change is Gonna Come By Sam Cooke https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gbO2_077ixs

Just A Few but i have really enjoyed them look them up if you want to.

jokes

Im Struggling to write this secound post
kind of out of ideas for toinght
so ill just tell a joke

Q: Why can't a blonde dial 911?

A: She can't find the eleven.

haha i know im not very funny

Quotes

Heres a couple quotes i liked

"Start by doing what's necessary; then do what's possible; and suddenly you are doing the impossible."

"Perfection is not attainable, but if we chase perfection we can catch excellence"

"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination."

ary; then do what's possible; and suddenly you are doing the impossible.

Francis of Assis

Fears

Fears

What am I scared of???

Lots of stuff I guess

I’m scared giant insects I can handle small spiders and insects but 

the huge ones they freak me out

I’m scared of eternity really scared of eternity….

I’m scared of lighting

I’m scared of not being enough

I’m scared of letting people down

I’m scared of hurting people

I’m scared of the future and what I’m going to do

I’m scared of being alone.

I’m scared of failing

I’m scared of leaving

I’m scared of not living up to what I know I can be and what everyone else wants and expects me to be. I don’t know what I’m going to do in the next little while, I know I’m going to college and ya that scares me I know that I’m going up alone and ya that scares me. I know that don’t know what I want to study or what kind of job I want to go into and I keep telling myself ever since I was about 10 ohh no worries I got plenty of time to figure that all out.

Well it looks like time has just about run out

And yes

I’m scared

Mountains

I love the mountains 

Life

Life

Life is short

Life is real Life sometimes moves to fast I want to have a TV remote that I can just hit pause and enjoy the moment especially the good ones.

I want to enjoy more of life and stop worrying so much about what’s next. I want to live in this moment I want to enjoy being young enjoy being free.

I don’t want to grow up yet I love being a kid. l love not having to worry about adult stuff yet I don’t know why so many people want to be old so fast. I know a lot of old people and they don’t seem to have any fun.

No I’m happy being in high school.

Life’s too short to worry so just have fun.

How to have a good chill time

How to have a good chill time

This is one my favorite way to have a good chill time.

 1.  Put on nice comfortable cloths

 2.Get into car

 3.Drive somewhere nice and cool and pretty

 4.Get out of car

 5.Put in head phones

 6.Listen to chill music

 7.Enjoy being alone and free

 8.When that song that you love to dance to comes on have a silent dance party

 9.Go back to car

 10.Drive home

All about you

All about you

about the time we share

and how much i care 

about the long nights 

and the you’re the best fights

all about the hot summer days

about the long work days

about the random phone calls

about sally 

about angie

all about the time spent apart

about that tree in that park

about that random library 

and the cursed cemetery

all about falling in love

about how beautiful you are

and how much you mean to me

this is about you

My Bricks

Bricks

I’m sometimes sick of Bricks

Bricks seem to come at the worst times

But that’s ok

Bricks make sure that I know that life is REAL

That life isn’t easy

That sometimes things are hard

Bricks are heavy

But what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger

So I will lift My Bricks

I will move My Bricks

And I will move forward

Because I am better than My Bricks

Love

I didn’t know what love was. But I think I’m starting to understand it.

Last year I met one of the coolest people I have ever met in my whole life they made me happy they made me laugh and really changed my whole perspective on what the word love meant. I used to think love was just liking some one a whole lot. But I have come to realize it’s a lot more than that.

What I think it is.

 Is the fact that they are a person that I could be around for 12 straight hours and then have to leave and the only thing I want to do is go back and be with them again.

It’s the fact that I would do basically anything for them. The fact that I would love to help, to talk all night if I have to, To help them feel better. And even if I can make them Feel 1% more happy than I have succeeded.

What is love to me?

When they don’t even have to say anything to me, all they do is smile and it makes me feel like a million Bucks. The fact that when I go to pick them up for a dance that I get so nervous that my whole body goes numb even though I know them so well. The fact that just being around them makes me feel so happy. And being around them makes me want to be the best me I can be all the time.

That is what love is to me.

songs of love

These here are a few songs that come to mind when i think of Love

Blood By the Middle east

Creature Fear By Bon Iver

I never let you know By The National Parks

The Girl ByCity And Color

Verona By Geographer

Wash By Bon Iver

Walking Blind By Aidan Hawken

Outro By M83

Wait By M83

These are just a few of them there are plenty more.

currently blowing my nose

I have nothing to say. 

And I’m sick so I’m gonna go blow my nose.

but heres a quote for you:

"spread LOVE  everywhere you go

Let  no one ever come to you without 

Leaving Happier."

human

I feel

I care

I have a brain

I can recognize myself

I know who I am and what makes me tick

I am human 

I Remember

I remember the trees in the spring
I remember the smell of fresh cut grass
When the bees were buzzing
When the air was light
And it seemed as if nothing could ever be more right

I remember the heat of the summer
I remember the long hours of farm work
The beautiful drives home
The feeling of summer freedom
And the excitement that every new day brought

I remember the change of the leaves
I remember the bright colors of the canyon
I remember When everything began to get real
When I started the beginning of my final year
And not knowing what was in store

I remember the leaves beginning to fall
I remember the first time it snowed
When coats began to come out
And not knowing how long i could take any kind of winter

Now I’m here The sun is back 
And there is nothing left to remember
Now it’s time to live
Time to make new memories…

Crayons

What I wouldn’t do to be able to go back. To be able to have a week or even just a day to be a kid again, A kid who would wake up in the morning and know that his only agenda was to walk over to his best friend’s house and PLAY.

A Kid who would go to school and wouldn’t care one bit what anyone thought of him. And the only reason he was there was just for him not there for anyone else. Really he was just there for recess.

A kid who wasn’t sat down and talked to and constantly nagged about what he was doing with his life because frankly he is doing good things. Tired of every one judging and every one comparing him to others. What I wouldn’t do to be a kid so simply no one cares there is nothing you could really do that is wrong except maybe break something. Now days it seems to be that everything is the end of the world and if you don’t do certain things then yes you well be a failure. You will let your family friends and every one down. Wish I could be a kid again so then I wouldn’t have all the pressure I do now. Kids really do have it good.

What I wouldn’t give to not be asked every single day by so many people what are you going to do with your life what are your plans. Wish I was still that kid that if those thoughts came into my head I could say who cares that is so far away. I miss that, I miss that a lot.

I loved being a kid and I wish I really would have listened to all those adults who said enjoyed it because its going to end quicker than you think…..they were right.

Child hood was the greatest time. 

Who Am I

Well let’s start off with my name. My name is Petey, Why the name Petey well it’s simple he’s a great character from a great movie. And in the movie I noticed certain things about his personality that fit mine.

You see I don’t handle being yelled at well. It actually makes me do whatever I’m doing worse. So when I watch Remember the Titans I can relate and I love that.

But that is not saying that when the going gets tough I quit no I’m actually quite the opposite when things get tough that’s when I seem to fight hard.

People say about me that I’m a peace maker that I seem to want to make everyone and everything around perfect and everyone loves each other.


There is only 1 problem with that……………That’s not possible.

So I Deal with it life’s hard sometimes.

Who Am I?


I’m a human like everyone else


There is something that I have learned about us humans.


“People are like retractable pencils if you push them to hard there going to brake.”


Just saying.


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