All about you

All about you

about the time we share

and how much i care 

about the long nights 

and the you’re the best fights

all about the hot summer days

about the long work days

about the random phone calls

about sally 

about angie

all about the time spent apart

about that tree in that park

about that random library 

and the cursed cemetery

all about falling in love

about how beautiful you are

and how much you mean to me

this is about you

My Bricks

Bricks

I’m sometimes sick of Bricks

Bricks seem to come at the worst times

But that’s ok

Bricks make sure that I know that life is REAL

That life isn’t easy

That sometimes things are hard

Bricks are heavy

But what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger

So I will lift My Bricks

I will move My Bricks

And I will move forward

Because I am better than My Bricks

Love

I didn’t know what love was. But I think I’m starting to understand it.

Last year I met one of the coolest people I have ever met in my whole life they made me happy they made me laugh and really changed my whole perspective on what the word love meant. I used to think love was just liking some one a whole lot. But I have come to realize it’s a lot more than that.

What I think it is.

 Is the fact that they are a person that I could be around for 12 straight hours and then have to leave and the only thing I want to do is go back and be with them again.

It’s the fact that I would do basically anything for them. The fact that I would love to help, to talk all night if I have to, To help them feel better. And even if I can make them Feel 1% more happy than I have succeeded.

What is love to me?

When they don’t even have to say anything to me, all they do is smile and it makes me feel like a million Bucks. The fact that when I go to pick them up for a dance that I get so nervous that my whole body goes numb even though I know them so well. The fact that just being around them makes me feel so happy. And being around them makes me want to be the best me I can be all the time.

That is what love is to me.

songs of love

These here are a few songs that come to mind when i think of Love

Blood By the Middle east

Creature Fear By Bon Iver

I never let you know By The National Parks

The Girl ByCity And Color

Verona By Geographer

Wash By Bon Iver

Walking Blind By Aidan Hawken

Outro By M83

Wait By M83

These are just a few of them there are plenty more.

currently blowing my nose

I have nothing to say. 

And I’m sick so I’m gonna go blow my nose.

but heres a quote for you:

"spread LOVE  everywhere you go

Let  no one ever come to you without 

Leaving Happier."

human

I feel

I care

I have a brain

I can recognize myself

I know who I am and what makes me tick

I am human 

I Remember

I remember the trees in the spring
I remember the smell of fresh cut grass
When the bees were buzzing
When the air was light
And it seemed as if nothing could ever be more right

I remember the heat of the summer
I remember the long hours of farm work
The beautiful drives home
The feeling of summer freedom
And the excitement that every new day brought

I remember the change of the leaves
I remember the bright colors of the canyon
I remember When everything began to get real
When I started the beginning of my final year
And not knowing what was in store

I remember the leaves beginning to fall
I remember the first time it snowed
When coats began to come out
And not knowing how long i could take any kind of winter

Now I’m here The sun is back 
And there is nothing left to remember
Now it’s time to live
Time to make new memories…

Crayons

What I wouldn’t do to be able to go back. To be able to have a week or even just a day to be a kid again, A kid who would wake up in the morning and know that his only agenda was to walk over to his best friend’s house and PLAY.

A Kid who would go to school and wouldn’t care one bit what anyone thought of him. And the only reason he was there was just for him not there for anyone else. Really he was just there for recess.

A kid who wasn’t sat down and talked to and constantly nagged about what he was doing with his life because frankly he is doing good things. Tired of every one judging and every one comparing him to others. What I wouldn’t do to be a kid so simply no one cares there is nothing you could really do that is wrong except maybe break something. Now days it seems to be that everything is the end of the world and if you don’t do certain things then yes you well be a failure. You will let your family friends and every one down. Wish I could be a kid again so then I wouldn’t have all the pressure I do now. Kids really do have it good.

What I wouldn’t give to not be asked every single day by so many people what are you going to do with your life what are your plans. Wish I was still that kid that if those thoughts came into my head I could say who cares that is so far away. I miss that, I miss that a lot.

I loved being a kid and I wish I really would have listened to all those adults who said enjoyed it because its going to end quicker than you think…..they were right.

Child hood was the greatest time.